I have been de-converted for around three months now. It's actually been much better leaving a religion that had scarred me emotionally.
Primarily, I had an emotional reason for questioning the religion. Now, through my journey, I am compelled to think about answers to
- What about earth and the human race? Don't these things witness to some kinda higher power? How do we rationalise that?
- What do we hold onto when facing problems in life? How do we endure it, and what do we hold onto?
- How do we get finally out of this religion thing once and for all?
I don't want to go back into the shell for reason because of fear or unfulfilled answers, but I want to be free totally & be at peace with my existence.
Looking forward to your comments.