It doesn't make any sense how you think that you've figured out god is fake through your little mind. It seems like you were offended that god does whatever he wants to. Your life has always been centered around yourself, there for it definitely would be illogical to think that something bigger is out there right? Let's put all bible reference aside, and look at what is happening in the church now adays alright.
Healings are really taking place. You might ask me to prove my point, but i think you will be able to find some legit testimonies if you did the research, or cared to go to some conferences. Okay so now healings aside, and miracles aside.(since for some reason you deny their exsistence) There are people like John Paul Jackson, Julie Meyers, James Goll, Barbie Breathitt, and alot more other leaders in the real ministry of dreams and visitations. They constantly have these vivid dreams, and visitations into heaven, and even into hell. And it's happening more and more to people these days.(just like prophesied)But Somehow as random as they are, they always tie together with each other. Very intense visitations. Please tell me, are all of these people crazy? I mean there has to be some scientific reason for it, right?
Are you familiar with the kansas city prayer movement? if not you should really learn about it. It's a life style of intimacy with God, which is the foundation of our life. There is 24/7 worship going on in Kansas city. Like 2000 something leaders there, Not to mention soo many people coming in and out. They are so sure that god is real, that they are willing to lay all their desires down, and follow this unpopular path. They all havve had, and are having experience with God. So many people are willing to lay down their lives for something you feel doesn't even exsist. I don't know if you have ever been to an actually prophetic worship service, but it's quite moving. Someone says a word that there is a particular problem, like some kind of sickness, or problem in the body. The person comes up, gets prayed for, then is healed. It's just amazing. Like for example; I saw this woman who actually had a bone across the top of her foot, got prayed for, bam. it wasn't there any more. And don't worry, i'm not lying.
Surely something strikes in your mind, that there is more to this world you don't know about. Well hopefully that was an obvious statement. Does it seem to you that you''ve figured out the big secret. Christianity is false! I say that's an almost true statement. The church has fallen so much from it's first love. The catholics are just weird, and out of wack on their beliefs, the prodistants denominations mostly contradict parts of the bible. And i think that if you're gonna believe in it, you should at least believe in the whole thing.. Christianity as a whole is a sunday service. Obviously a small group or two, and maybe a wendesday night service if you're lucky. For some reason every one misses the fact that this life is just a counterfeit of the real one. We lose sight of a life style, and leave it more to rules and regulations. It's sickening reallly. I don't want to get into whats happening in the real church, because you obviously don't care.
I just wanted to try and prove you wrong :)
God is trancending, yet his ways are always just. I just stated so much proof that God is acually real. And i didn't even go into prophesy! You should learn to trust in something that is miraculous, because you'll never know why some things happen like they do. BUT I DO KNOW, that he has got it under control.
Now you probably are laughing at me, or something like that. Because even when people were raised from the dead; the pharasies always found a way to hate jesus. I think It's amazing how he performed miracles and showed them who he was, by word and sight, but they still said it was impossible that he was the son of God. It just shows how decieving deception is. WEll now that i've got that off my chest, i can finally go to bed. I hope you learn to trust and be grateful, because the day of the Lord is coming quickly.