I'm sure my testimony will contain nothing new- born into xtian home, raised to believe in all this nonsense, got out as soon as I could, blah,blah... My real story begins after I lost my faith, when I first realized just how fucked up my head was (and still is) from all of these "teachings".
I suffer from neuroses that were all implanted by the church, and I'm having a very hard time shaking them. Even though I know sex is not "dirty" or "evil", I still have a horrible complex over it, with feelings of guilt and anger running unchecked in my head.
They have a way of de-programming people abducted by cults... is there any comparable method of deprogramming people abducted at birth?
If anyone sees this, feel free to drop me a line. I'm new online and don't really know anybody. Thanks.
bluebeard ( Booker )
blue_beard75 at yahoo dot com
These letters were published between January 2001 and February 2010.
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