A letter to the WM from Joe McG
Your words make it questionable if you were a true Christian ever in your life.
Sadly, you seek to put down the very Gospel you said you once embraced.
Perhaps your human intelligence has overtaken the truth of God's word in your heart. Perhaps the god of this world (satan) has blinded your mind to the truth. Perhaps some unresolved pain from church members has made you bitter to the true and living Lord of the Universe - Jesus.
Upon death you will see that all your negative efforts against the Lord were for nothing.
Hopefully in a quiet moment you will truly examine your life and see the emptiness that remains there.
Hopefully your worldly gain now is worth what you will lack in the God-less eternity you face in the future.